I will be leaving for China in a few hours, and right now I don’t really want to go. Yeah, I know you think I’m crazy. Going to China for free?! How could anyone not want to go?
Well, the reason is the situation described in my last post. I’m waiting for a reply to an e-mail I sent to that person, and it’s driving me insane. I don’t know how easily I will be able to access the internet over in China, since my laptop decided to stop working just in time.
I already miss him terribly right now, how will it be when I’m in China? And why did the crush happen in the first place? I wish I could snap my fingers and make it disappear. My hope was that it would go away without seeing him, but it’s actually the other way around. It’s getting even stronger. Help!